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Moodless
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Saturday, August 1, 2009
My Love, My Sadness, My Sorrow, My Happiness, My mood ♥
How moodless i am now.. dunno why suddenly become like that.. keep thinking that how i ignore her. Today when i am back, she asked me ''boy, wanna drink soup not?'' for 3 times.. and i ignored her.. Seriously i dunno why i never replied her.. how i really wish to reply her but the hatred is still there.. I really wish to talk to her.. but....... just dunno why i can't even talk/speak at all.. What am i doing? What am i gonna do? I know that i am in the wrong.. but i trying myself to forget and forgive but it's still can't done it.. sigh~
Seriously i have never been happy before after she(C.A.L) left me and ah gong passed away.. everything seems to be changed.. trying to change myself to become better, yet it fails every single times. Friends around me joking and making fun, it seems no use at all, it's all just fake laugthers.. I really hope times flies back and i can amend what i did wrong.. But it can't.. Sometimes really feel like crying out loud, maybe will feel better but i didn't.. My mind now is her nothing but her..
My wish now is, really hope she will call me 1 day..Miss her voice so much..Tomorrow is my IPPT test le.. Wish me good luck and pass it.. *pray*
♥ 12:31 AM,
EmphioZ~EndlesS
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